Hello November

SO. i guess i will not be able to do daycare. im kinda bummed right now. in fact, that is sort of where i guess i have gotten to by now. this afternoon, i would say i was very upset. after hours and hours of filling out all this paperwork for daycare, filling out their interviews, their forms, history, house plan, buying everything to babyproof my house, cleaning out under my sinks and my drawers of any little items, collecting a bin of toys, and many other things, and spending almost 3 hours with this lady today, which i started around 10 o clock this morning (that doesnt count the time it took to clean out under my sinks ) i spent all morning cleaning my house, making everything so it would pass the inspection, she comes at 1 o clock, and about 3:30 or so, i find out i cannot do daycare unless i do 4 children, FOUR!!! she kept saying the whole time she was here "now if you have a 2 year old....where will they play? what will they be doing at this time, ect, a million questions that makes me require more and more things, i finally said "throw the 2 yr old out. i will only be doing one, Ty, like i have said (about 20 times), and i will just get certified for him. i was gona get certified for up to 4, but that was just for emergencies, if audrey had extra foster kids for a couple days, but i guess i may not choose who or when i watch, apparently they want total control. i have to have a schedule for every age group, and for every minute of the day, and they can just pop in anytime, and if im not on the schedule i guess i would get in trouble. SO. anyways, im sort of bummed because that was going to be so much fun watching ty. i still want to watch him at least like 3 days a week, and hopefully after our buisiness is up more, i can take him more, but right now i have to make some money. so anyways, thats kind of my bad news today. i think i may complain, i mean i have been working with this lady for like 2 months, and i am just now learning this vital information. anyways. other than that, halloween was okay, we went to trunk or treat, saw aud and the kids, that was cool, but it ended at like 7 instead of 8, it was pretty short, and so that kinda stunk. but emma was pocohantas, (sp?) she was really cute, and her new hair do is very cute. and dave was in black thermals. i called him a little black kitten. but i think he was trying to be a ninja, just didnt finish the outfit. he was having fun though. and candy was in a black dress, and ty was a little stocking stuffer. he was so cute! so the kids costumes were fun, next year though i want to have a halloween party or something. not that i really love the holiday, but i love having A holiday. plus we have never really done anything for that, me and dan have never dressed up, and we will have a little baby, and a bigger house for a party , and it would be cool to hand out candy, we have never done that either. so maybe that should be my goal. maybe we could have pumpkin carving and carmeled apples! and play MOnster Mash over loud speakers......hahaha. we'll see. im very excited to be closer to audrey, i wish we were closer to each other now. but it is better than 1000 miles away like most my other siblings. i do miss them. i wish family all lived by each other... but thats life. well , its already november. i will be in vegas for my 21st birthday! at a conference for Asset Protection... and then to tom and michelles for thanksgiving. so a busy month!so anyways, i better get going. this is a long one!!